u make me that much stronger.

hey hey= havent made an entry in the longest time. My computer was being a dork, and i think it has a trojan or something along the lines of.......BAD!! It is flippin internet explorer, which my brother uses and it brings all these unknown programs in to our system, and he shouldn't even be using it bc we have yahoo internet, and i guess he claims that he "cant" use yahoo bc he cant do his fantasy baseball team crap on there, idk. whatever. tim is gone right now, he is in wisconsin, far up north with like 23 other people. he comes back tomorrow, and it has been nice without him here bc i dont have someone telling me what to do or when to do it , but dont get me wrong, i like my brother, we are really close, but boys can be boys sometimes, and its hard, but hey i lived with 3 brothers all my life, i think i can handle one. then later this week he is leaving for kentucky or tennessee on vacation with his girlfriend ak.a. jen and they will be gone on my birthday and i think my mom's too. THey are either camping or sleeping in a cabin, idk the story. Right now ashlee simpson just came on to windows player, hah. i told him that i was saving up to buy something for my birthday, and i said i wanted money, and he told me that he would just take back my present he got me already, i was like WAIt.......Noo............i like the presents more than money, bc he usually gets me something good, and i think i might already know what he got me bc i think i saw it, maybe though, just maybe. WHO KNOWS>!? My eyes hurt, probably from looking @ this damn screen. I just noticed that I should update lj more often, how stupid of me?! Ashlee simpson is on the cover of my Cosmo Girl magazine, i like her hair right now, it is sort of short though, and its blonde?!! oh well. I think she is prettier than jessica, hahah...jessica just is..............I dk, but i don't like her. I dont like her music either, its sooooo aNnoYing. who else thinks so?! Sorry but I Do, i mean its not unbearable but i cant listen to it. Even though i asked for her irresistible cd like 3 or 4 years ago. haha. She was okay then. You know wha tI want to do? I want to see Fantastic Four, and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory badly................ probably Charlire more than Four, but yeah. and i want to see bad news bears when it comes out on the 22nd, woo HOoo..... I think another movie comes out that day too, but i loved the original bad news bears, its hilarious. i think we have it on tape too, sweeeet. I want one of the family guy seasons on dvd, idk why but i do. tim has all of the 5 seasons, but they are his, and i want some of my own. I need to find pretty in pink on dvd, or @ t least figure out where its @ bc i tried lookin last year n i only saw it like for a week a target and then it was gone, crap! I need to buy a present for my mom, ally, do u need to buy a present for ur moms birthday, bc isn't it in august, i dk why i think that, but i think it is, right?? We should go shopping together or something, like u, me, and ur sister, idk. bc i would think u guys would do something together, and i wouldnt want to separate it and be like nooo...idk,haha. well it would be a shoppping trip too, even though i probably wont even have any money left bc i would have spent it all on my birthday, but we should go sometime this week, bc my moms birthday is the 24 th so i guess u have more time than i do, well mabye we cant go together, i guess i will just be subjected to go with my birth father, damn! HELP ME, maybe he will have some money. but yeah, he said the other day, "since money is so tight right now in our family, i should seriously go apply for a weekend job @ menards, i was like speechless, lets hope it doesn't happen ally, and that is just between u and me, and whoever reads this, please~ I dk, i guess this one guy who was in charge of everything when my dad and the other construction workers were building this one hospital, he made a mistake, and it cost them 2 million dollar loss, so like a lot of workers got laid off, and my dad was close to it, and now he is making a lot less than he did before, so idk. WELl dont tell ur parents or ne thing, bc yeah i wanted to tell u. Idk though. I guess i shouldnt' worry, but i do. Anyways, Tyler (my future baby nephew) should be coming within the next few weeks, colleen says this next week, but that is too early bc she isn't due until like august 14th, but july would be awesome!!!!!!!!!!! i am so excited that i will be this baby's aunt sarah, hehe. It sounds so natural. awww.......i cant wait to see him, little tyler hanson, doesnt it just flow....tyler joseph hanson. how cute?! Tomorrow I have my cousin Avery's 3rd birthday party @ 7, i love that cutie, i babysat him and his sister morgan this morning for like a few hours, and it was hilarious bc he fell went he was running around, n he got up and said "Ouch, my weiner, my weiner hurts, ouch my weiner, I WAS LIKE?!! hahahh........trying not to laugh i was like, AVery, dont say that, and then emily was on the other side of the living room and he like talked to her through the air ( u know, like just moving ur lips, and not actually saying ne thingy, and he was like Owww, my wee weeiner................then he started laughing, he is the funniest kid alive, seriously........i love him~ and today i watched the adventures of tom thumb and thumbelina, how stupid? I liked the original thumbelina movie, but this was stupid!! ally* r u still going to paint ur room aqua, let me know, mabye if i see something to match it i can pick it up or something just to add a little something, kk?!! allright, well im going to go watch some tv bc i want to cuddle up in a blankie and pillow, lol. its already 10 i just ate dinner an hour ago, i had subway 8ewwww)((())) well, im out.. ;-D

peace n <3
sarah_*~*~